Where to Find It

Find it in the hopeful, helpless, stuttering song I'm uttering

Find it in the message undelivered, unsealed, unlimiting, impulse pivoting
Find it in a line of facts not figuring, brainwaves triggering
(Tripping a spring)
Find it in a footfall
Feeling like a phantom’s faintly beckoning fitful reckoning

Find it in a failing candle's muttering when it's guttering
Find it in the hopeful, helpless, stuttering song I’m uttering
Find it in becoming
Drumming like a running wind horse carrying your foreshadowing

In snowball tracks
Animal and human
Speak to one another
A long conversation that keeps breaking off
Then starting up again
I want to read those pages
Instead of the kind made of human words
I want to write in the language of those
Who have been in that place before me
Before me

In snowball tracks, speak to one another

Find it in becoming
Drumming like a running wind horse carrying your foreshadowing