Help Me Out

Take another to the face now I'm too gone
Blasting off go to outer space just to feel some
All the love had to go erase need a new one
Cause I really really thought that I knew one
Never knew I was blinded
Hoping praying that you're staying but then you decided
That you're playing yet again then the two collided
Then I go and crash down
Got me screaming out loud
Never help me out

I realized I fucked up bad
Cause I gave out trust the I never had
Now it's gone and I'll never get it back
But it's getting really hard cause I easily attach
Codependent with the drugs
Only way to keep me up
Keeping me from second guessing
Substitute for equal love
Toxic bitch taught me a lesson
That I'll never be enough
Knowing now I finally get it
I won't ever be enough

I can't feel pain like this
I know it's hard to miss

Now I can't open up to anybody anymore
Cause I see my insecurities that I ain't seen before
All because you want to go and use me
Like you need it more
Try to let my demons run away
I know they see the door
Wide open but right now my time's slowing
Trying not to move around
Started losing my focus
Never let you hold me down
Sipping on the right potion I'm rolling
In my grave now that I'm frozen