Trouble

Still hear your voice when I'm in my bedroom
Make no noise when I finally text you
Got no choice knowing I'll be dead soon
I take another and then another to calm me down
With the uppers and then recover I look around
Got no others except my brothers don't make a sound
Under covers I stay silent don't want no trouble

Now I'm running around in circles I don't deserve you
No you don't deserve me cause I never hurt you
But now you're hurtful and then I ask if you don't love me
Here's what she said
She said she's letting in her ex
Now I'm gone with all the rest
I put my tears up on my neck
So I can run up on her and flex
I just wanna feel her love
Then she started giving me less
I tried to push it all beside me
Then you hit me up with that text
All dark and loneliest nights
Are getting colder as they go
No more stupid meaningless fights
And no more hit me up when you're home
Knew you never wanted this life
And you just wanna be a hoe
Make me wanna end my life
I take these drugs I'm moving too slow