Splitting Atoms

I was thinking of this Plan
Of codes and anagrams divine
The juxtaposition of past and present time
That was mine
I spent blind
In someone else's state of mind

I lost my way
In all the shades of gray
And grandes of shade
Shadows put away to be forgotten
I lost my way
In all the shades of gray
And grades of shade
Shadows put away to be forgotten
I lost but didn't lose the lesson
Yes I'm

Learning from falling
I'm learning from falling down
Hard
Lessons
Yes I'm
Learning, learning from falling
I'm learning from falling
Down heavily

This immortal span
Of every mortal man
And the grand stand
And I'm holding on tight with an open hand
Keeping in mind
The grand design
With sight in hind
And you
Never get a second chance
At the first time

What I thought I knew
What I thought was true
I cast away, cast away
I am learning the hard way

I'm learning from falling I'm learning
From falling down
Hard, lessons
Yes I'm learning from falling
Learning from falling
Learning from falling
Down heavily

My words like empty shells
Of a rusty gun
Fall
None
Fire
Every on backfires

Oh and there I was
There I was
Splitting atoms with my desire
There you go
There you go
Building castles with your ego
I know I know better now
I know better now

I'm learning from falling I'm learning
From falling down
Hard, lessons
Yes I'm learning from falling
Learning from falling
Learning from falling
Down heavily

There I was, there I was
Splitting atoms with my desire
There you go, there you go
Building castles with your ego
I know, I know better now
I know better now