Ain’t Gonna Cry

I ain’t gonna cry i ain’t gonna cry
Mhmm

What is my mission? Why am I swimmin’
In the dirty water of a bad decision?
Forty days and nights
I’ve been losin' my mind
'Cause I don’t know what’s wrong
Or how to make it right

I ain’t gonna cry i ain’t gonna cry
I don’t know how to pray
I say "hallelujah" anyway i ain’t gonna cry
Mhmm

Not a child but yet I am not free
Stuck in the miles of somewhere in between
Comin' of age in this day and age
It’s a long, hard fight you gotta sacrifice
You gotta bleed

I ain’t gonna cry i ain’t gonna cry
When the choir’s gone away
I sing "hallelujah" anyway i ain’t gonna cry
Hmm-mm

All of these feelings i’ve been suppressin'
Gotta get 'em off my chest
I’m a little unhinged, I guess
Is it factual? Or is it all in my head?
Numb, unemployed, can’t avoid the void
Feelin' paranoid

I ain’t gonna cry i ain’t gonna cry, oh oh
When my soul is gone astray
I sing "hallelujah" anyway

My eyes stayin' dry, oh oh oh
My eyes stayin' dry, oh oh oh
Gonna find it see the light, oh oh oh
Got a wall, I'm buildin'
Got a chance, go willin'
To hang onto my pride

I ain’t gonna cry i ain’t gonna cry, oh
I don’t know how to pray
I sing "hallelujah" anyway (O oh)
I ain’t gonna cry (O oh)
I ain’t gonna cry (O oh)
I don’t know how to pray (O oh)
I sing "hallelujah" anyway (O oh)

(Oh oh, ooh ooh, Oh oh, ooh ooh)
(Oh oh, ooh ooh, Oh oh, ooh ooh)