This Time Last Year

This time last year
You would've been at your best friends wedding
I couldn't make it because of work
This time last year
I would've called you while you got ready
The thought of you in that suit still hurts (still hurts)

And I know you know that it killed me I wasn't there for you
For you (for you)
But saying it out loud right now just sounds like a bad excuse (excuse, excuse)

'Cause now all that's left is
Memories of our best
I hoped by now that I'd be over, I'd be over you
We only speak in my dreams
The only place you love me
I hoped by now that I'd be over, I'd be over you

You said this year you would've asked that big famous question
We both know that I would've told you yes (told you yes)
And now this year I feel I'm dying 'cause
I haven't said I'm flying to your part of the world
And I am a mess

And I hope you know that it kills me I haven't talked to you (oh oh)
To you

'Cause now all that's left is
Memories of our best
I hoped by now that I'd be over, I'd be over you
We only speak in my dreams
The only place you love me
I hoped by now that I'd be over, I'd be over you

What if I
What if I hold on?
What if I said I was so wrong?
Tell me saying sorry leads you home

'Cause now all that's left is
What I can't forget
The funny thing with time is that it moves on
Even when you don't know
How to go from being a plus one
To being alone

'Cause now all that's left
Memories of our best
I hoped by now that I'd be over
I'd be over you

'Cause now all that's left is
Memories of our best
I hoped by now that I'd be over, I'd be over you
We only speak in my dreams
The only place you love me
I hoped by now that I'd be over, I'd be over you

What if I
What if I hold on?
What if I said I was so wrong?
Tell me saying sorry leads you home

'Cause now all that's left is
What I can't forget
The funny thing with time is that it moves on
Even when you don't