​​better than i was before

[Verse 1]
It's game night and I don't have a partner
A pencil but I don't want a sharpner
I missed you cryin' on the phone 'cause I was sleepin'
You want an answer, but I don't have a reason
I know I don't know my vibe, I know that I was your life
But I'm healin', you dealin', I mean it, I hope you're alright
I'm okay if you're not alright

[Chorus]
Woah, you know I'm freaked up and I'm fine
But I'm on the edge of crying
Woah, I just blew up my whole life on a random Friday night
And what for? What for? I don't know if I was sure
One more, one more, and I'll break down on the floor
Woah, I don't know me anymore
But I'm better than I was before

[Post-Chorus]
I've been fakin' it my whole life

[Verse 2]
You leaned in, but I turn my head sideways
I can't help it, that's just my way
I'm finally living in my own place
Do you like where I'm at now?

[Chorus]
Woah, you know I'm freaked up and I'm fine
But I'm on the edge of crying
Woah, I just blew up my whole life on a random Friday night
And what for? What for? I don't know if I was sure
One more, one more, and I'll break down on the floor
Woah, I don't know me anymore
But I'm better than I was before

[Post-Chorus]
I'm not gonna turn back now
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[Bridge]
I know I don't know my vibe, I know that I was your life
But I'm healin', you dealin', I mean it, I hope you're alright

[Chorus]
Woah, you know I'm freaked up and I'm fine
But I'm on the edge of crying
Woah, I just blew up my whole life on a random Friday night
And what for? What for? I don't know if I was sure
One more, one more, and I'll break down on the floor
Woah, I don't know me anymore
But I'm better than I was before