Home (feat. Reymera)

Watched all the fairytales
And The disney sales
Just to find my way back home
in the shades of grey
Looking for break away
I need to make a way back home
Thought wonderland was made for me
Now make believe won't cave beneath
Reality in front of me
So free
So free

I watch kites fly on my days off
I hate the night time that chases dogs
Like turning a motherfucking vacuum on
Someone asked me if i was born in the wrong case
And i said truly i hate being human it's way too complicated
Wearing many faces, the mystiques been lost
Lacing white little lies ignorant to the haze that they cause
I told my mom i would be a rapper
She said honey you must be an backwards if
You think you're not getting a bachelors
So i played the part of the perfect daughter
Told the aunts and uncles i wanted to be a lawyer
Wrapped my dreams up in foil
And threw them across the water
Cuz dreams aren't important
Who cares if i become and alcoholic
Like my uncle jordan
I'll stand for the pride, i'll do what it takes
I'm losing my mind, holding on to these brakes
Don't know what I'll find if leave them behind but I'm chasing the skies
So I watch kites fly on my days off

Watched all the fairytales
And The disney sales
Just to find my way back home
In the shades of grey
Looking for break away
I need to make a way back home
Thought wonderland was made for me
Now make believe won't cave beneath
Reality in front of me
So free
So free

I jumped down a rabbit hole to find my soul hidden in a grand piano
Had to grab ahold of days of old just to change the channel
I had an anthem i needed to wrangle the stars were so spangled
Now I'm faking like rambo taking hits to the hambone
In the name of family obligations
Wonderland seems so free but I'm caged in destinations
Stacking statistics like jenga creations
Nine in ten female rappers don't make it to radio stations
It's true when they say don't bite of more than you chew
Mama said el you always chasing your shoes
You want them then jimmy shoes your better
Follow my rules and do what you're told
And Fade those shades of blue in your undertones
Disney lied maybe this gumbo ain't worth the allotted time
It's dream on the table and already sold mine settling for shots that's are alkaline
Hoping that god drops a line up
I watch kites fly on my days off