Hope
Carmel:
Don't run away now, don't be afraid
Be strong, yeah, be strong now
So at day when you wake up and you find out your dreams- blown away
Leaf Dog:
It's gone away, it's gone away, it's gone away
Carmel:
At day when you wake up and you find out your dreams- blown away
Leaf Dog:
It's gone away, it's gone away
(Verse 1 : Leaf Dog)
I miss my loved ones, sometimes feel like I'm still with em'
Know you see me like Houdini mastering escapism
Fake grinning, head spinning, the spider web ain't filling
The weak fled, they ain't willing, it seems like we ain't winning
But fuck it, that's how my life has always been, we can moan all night but I need to learn some discipline
I ain't listening- is probably what I would say if I was you, cause I learnt the hard way from all the shit I went through
But, sometimes that's how it has to be, messing up and acting free
Falling far from the tree, the beat really attracted me, perfect match for me
For when I met my biggest fear, heart bleeds, a tear for three people lost in that year
Through the crack I peer as I glare at the world today, sniff without a care, 'til I bleed and I start to sway
Cause whether sun or rain pelt, living broke or bask in wealth, it don't matter, you can't run away from yourself
Carmel:
At day when you wake up and you find out your dreams- blown away
Leaf Dog:
Know that feeling?
You might
You might not
Carmel:
At day when you wake up and you find out your dreams- blown away
(Verse 2 : Leaf Dog)
I'm standing on a fucking edge, mountain's crumbling down the ledge
This will be my final pledge, in the morning I'll be dead, drugs flying round my head
Lets get mashed, no need to cry, give me ten gurners, two grams and some 2C-I and we can get high
Until the stars start to fall, no prevision, triple vision, when the buzz start to rule
It seems cool, I just quit school, they couldn't stop it
But I consume more than I make from my profit
Carnage in my pocket, back rigid out of socket, friends saying that I've lost it
Too paranoid to clock it, they can't stop it
And I don't know who to trust, bounty's on my head
My friends are acting like they ain't fussed
I can feel something changing, this will be my inspiration through the dark nights I'm chasing that dream I ain't facing
So I cut it off right there and untied the noose, cause my direction cannot be controlled by my excuse