Sometimes

You knew the circumstance, you knew her state
Yet you were the only one I knew who could relate
Her breaths were counting down, soon she wouldn't be living
And if you leave me now well I won't forgive it

It must have took a lot, knowing you've been here
I took a strange comfort in knowing there's grief we could share
Still I asked so little of you but nevertheless
When I called for you you gave me even less

I really could have used you then
And tomorrow and today if you care
But you don't and I'm just wasting air

Sometimes I find myself coming to your defense
Sometimes I wonder if I knew this is how it would end
Sometimes I think of you when "seventy times 7" comes on
Sometimes I wonder if you really realize what you've done

Sometimes I wish that I'd never see you again
Sometimes I wish that you would just comfort me instead
Sometimes I wish that I could relive the good times again and again and again
Sometimes I think you're the most selfish person I've ever met

I really could have used you then
And tomorrow and today if you care
But you don't and I'm just wasting air

I really could have used you then
And tomorrow and today if you care
But you don't while I thought you'd be here

I really could have used you then
And tomorrow and today if you care
But you don't while I just languished here