Heaven

[Fisiwe]
You may never know
Where my footprints lead
You may never see
See the path I choose
Or see my constellations move

[Fisiwe & Chuma]
Heaven
Heaven is in my mind I put it together
Constructed like the hells in which I've lived
Out of wishes, ideas voice
Out of motion change
Out of desire energy
And analysis
Which have as much critical mass as muscle bone
Blood
Focus my attention on my intention

Take full responsibility
Recognize when I preempt my own heaven with ideas
That drain my power like
Theconspiracy that uses invisible strings
To keep me moving in the realm of my own inconsistency
If I could just deny that hate
We don't want you kind here
Blame: It's not my fault
Pride: I don't understand what you're talking about
Fear: I can't do it, I just can't
Self-fulfilling prophecy

[Fisiwe]
You may never know
Where my footprints lead
After I am gone away
You may never see
See the path I choose
May never see the twinkling of my star
See my constellations move

[Chuma]
But... but I can dream it, I can be it
That... that moon, that cloud
That sun
That sky
I can be that safe
That full
That happy
That real
Don't tell me

[Fisiwe & Chuma]
Don't tell me heaven's sealed for the likes of those holier than me
I've got plenty holes of my own
I refuse
I refuse to loose my mind to the sadness locked in the illusion of my finitude
You can't make me, tell me come down off my clouds
That is not your place
My clouds belong to me
Don't you dare presume to decide for me the color of
My soul
The middle of
My intention
The element of
My spirit
That is not you place
My spirit belongs to me
I belong to my spirit
Has the birthright to explore my own uncharted territory
I put my heaven together
I dream my heaven together
I love my heaven together
I wish my heaven together
I choose my heaven together
I poem my heaven together
I know my heaven
I know my heaven as I makeshift me where
When I live here
Then soon I will be
All back together again
Knowing who, what, where, when, how, why,
I am, we are
A heavenly, heavenly being

[Fisiwe]
You may never know
Where my footprints lead
After I am gone away