Excess energies

I never felt so cheap in my whole life
I am only seventeen
Someone kick me in the teeth
I could use some enemies
I have excess energies
My ID says twenty-one
I get smart when I get drunk
I am not my father's son
Watch me undo what he's done
Here I slip past thirty-five
Jesus christ, you know I've tried
I'm so broke and I'm so tired
Was it worth it?
Yeah it's worth it
I'm not worthless
I'm wasting my time
I don't mind
Cause I can curse this
Or I can burn this to the ground
I can turn this thing around
Watch me wear some crippled crown
I don't mind
I'm wasting my time
But I can curse this
Or I can burn this to the ground
Or I can turn this thing around
On the day that I will die
They won't pray and they won't cry
None who know me can deny
I defy what rests inside
Time and purpose I defy you
All my life
You know
Was it worth it?
Yeah it's worth it
I'm not worthless
I'm wasting my time
I don't mind
Cause I can curse this
Or I can burn this to the ground
I can turn this thing around
Watch me wear some crippled crown
Time and purpose I defy you
All my life you know I've tried to
Time and purpose I defy you
All my life you know I've tried to
Time and purpose I defy you
All my life you know I've tried to
Time and purpose I defy you