Peace With My Past

I'm making peace with my past
With all the people I thought
Nothing would tear them apart from me
I'm going the way back to the start
Where the things that I loved
Turned into wounds, into scars for me
Traumatizing memories were buried alive
At night they're inching their way back into my worryful mind
I forgive you for the misery and nightmares that you put me through
My heartbeat going crazy, knees are shaking while I look at you
Will no more fear someone I used to call a friend
Did you think our new beginning would have turned into the end?
No more resentment when I think about the moments that we spent
It seemed so arbitrary but I now begin to understand
I'm making peace with my past
With all the people I thought
Nothing would tear them apart from me
I'm going the way back to the start
Where the things that I loved
Turned into wounds, into scars for me