Push the Boundaries

I can’t remember feeling anything
My empty heart is silent and it just won’t sing
I am astray, alone, always searching far for more
For anything to touch my inner core
I hate the boredom, it is so much worse than pain
If I cannot feel all I do is in vain
I hate the silence when I am lonely in my room
I search the fuss to save me from this doom

I follow the waves, push the boundaries
To feel what is real
I'm flying blind
Escaping my mind
Ego ideal
I’m living extreme
Enter my dream
Of feeling whole eventually
To fill the emptiness inside forever now

There is a cliff here at the coast nearby
The dizzy heights are looming up into the sky
I want to jump down - I don’t consider suicide
I need to prove that I don’t want to die

I follow the waves, push the boundaries
To feel what is real
I'm flying blind
Escaping my mind
Ego ideal
I’m living extreme
Enter my dream
Of feeling whole eventually
To fill the emptiness inside forever now

I jump down I am falling free
Please make me feel, please let me see
Make me fear my death and see that I still love life
I jump down I am falling free
Please make me feel, please let me see
Oh stormy sea I’m coming
Make me love my life
Im falling down and down and down, down