110717

110717

Give it back
all the time you wasted
go back to bed
all the dreams that scared you
you were never really here
and i’ll stay on my phone where i am safe from thought
it never happens like the way i want
pay it back
what’s this time you’ve wasted
i’m down on my ankles
trying to make myself last
when you shut up and fall back asleep
what are you gonna do when there’s no one for you to hold onto
i am just some friend that you are too scared you might hold onto
johnny selfish
lies i’m falling
into nothing that can end like scripture
will you shut up and fall back asleep
touching something doesn’t mean that you mean that much to me
cause i am right here
but i’m fleeting
give me your ears in them i’m whispering
i know what i have to do
now that i am nothing new
hollow but sometimes whole
sand inside a fragile bowl