Reminisce

They don't ask for my opinion
It don't matter anymore
And I'm staring into nothing
While I'm laying on this floor
And I know
Yeah, I'm a lost cause
I can't take when they're happy
So I log off
I'm broken
Baby girl I'm broken
Can you help me fix it
Listen to my pain and brush it off to say I'm gifted

Yeah they wanna see me shine
Yeah, Tell me that shit all the time
But I'm tired
Mentally and physically
Hold in all this shit
I pull a chair and let it sit with me
And I'm in a constant fucking fight with my thoughts
Air it out, Air it out
Hear it in my songs
Hear it in the way that I speak so softly to you
Yeah, what I offer to you, woah
I feel like I'm stuck
Running but no moving
I can do some big shit
I just gotta prove it
Gotta chase this shit
Can't be actin' foolish
I done came so far
Can't fuck it up, and just lose it
If I die, I hope I leave a fucking legacy, yeah
Worrying my friends
They wish the best for me, yeah
Drugs and alcohol will be the death of me, yeah
Yeah, woah
Will be the death of me
Okay wait
Let me catch this shit
Delete messages
Love was evident

Right now I'd be lying if I said I wasn't drinking
I'd also be lying if I said I wasn't thinking
Reminisce, question what I miss
Waiting for my bliss
But I always trip, yeah
Reminisce, question what I miss
What I miss, but I always trip