Air

Hazy the lines between real the timeline
Whirring cases in blue light
What a shame
That's so great
I hear praise, I feel pain, but I don't feel right
It's like I'm wasting my time

I've been keeping my ear to the ground
Found myself all alone with a crowd around me
They found me
I put so much stock in all this
I don't wanna think of how much I would miss it

It's so hard to think when my head's underwater
Theres no speech that can air me out
I'm dialing numbers - the ones I remember
I'll cross them out cause I've learned that there's cities against me

And I'll hold on to peace
Rejection makes me feel weak
Push myself to the edge
Just to feel unique
I can't believe what I've seen

Am I really myself?
I take so much as the thoughts of others
Fill up a room like a crowd
Am I too deep in the well
Climbing up, when I know each way is down

It's so hard to think when my head's underwater
Theres no speech that can air me out
I'm dialing numbers - the ones I remember
I'll cross them out cause I've learned that there's cities against me