Conditional

Fighting lapse of me
Conditioned thought, potency
Lifeforce, extraction, nothing is not there
Precious wasted, killed and tested
To be what they want me to be is not inside me
Seething, loathing, free to think your way
To be what they want me to be, it's not within me
Lapse of life, conditioned thought
Told me, against me
Nothing is not there