My Ways (feat. LJ.)

No need for sorry I want you to leave
The reason why I left is so I could breathe
I don't really know what's gotten into me
Yea
I'm going through my ways again
I'm tryna live another day

I feel like I'm falling off the damn top
Bout to rip the hands off the damn clock
And I'm really feeling like I need to take another shot
Or probably bite the bullet off a damn glock

Can't pray to a god that says nothing back
I got these demons on my shoulder
I can hear them like a broken track
And every nights been getting colder

I'm tryna hard to find myself in a world that surrounds me with people that could cause me so much pain
They cause me so much pain
And I'm tryna learn from my past but I'm always reminiscing living on that same shit just a different day
It's just a different day

Cuz I'm gon' through my ways
I'm tryna live another day
I want you to know
I'd say go away but
I need you to stay and
I need you to hold me close again
Cuz I'm going through my

This is my mind state
I'm tryna eat can't have you eating off of my plate
This is for my sake
I ache, can't tell whether y'all are being real with me or are fake
I'm goin my pace
I've been had before
Can't tell what's mine what's yours
And I don't wanna put myself through all that pain again
I'm gon' through my

tryna hard to find myself in a world that surrounds me with people that could cause me so much pain
They cause me so much pain

I'm tryna follow my heart not my mind but when I walk the path it always turns out to be the same
It's always been the same

Cuz I'm gon' through my ways and
I'm going through my ways
I'm tryna live another day
I'm going to live another day
I'd say go away but
I need you to stay
I need you to hold me close again
Cuz I'm going through my