Parasomnia

Oh sweet paranoia, my old friend
Been trying to hold on but I keep on losing my grip
I need to get out
Please let me out
My ears start ringing, I fade to black
No type of words could save me, catch me

I'm sinking, falling, drowning
These ghosts all around me
Every thought that I have it is critical
The weight lifts or it kills me
Hold my head under water
Sometimes I think it might just feel better
Or that I just need a real friend

No
I will not play this game anymore
I'm fucking sick and I'm tired of this place
It all feels the same anywhere that I look
No one is different
Fuck your social status
I thought high school was over
It's sad that you cared in the first place but you still do
I'm sorry about the disrespect but
How old are you?
Oh, aren't you cool
You're a big man buying out for these underage kids
Just so you can have friends
Find your own fucking party to crash
I've had enough