Faint

Oh, you know me I'm a killer
I let feelings come and go
I said I'd let you in,
But you figured, I might be doing this all for show
I'm surely not the first one and I'm surely not the last
To be bringing the best ones right down with me
And letting love fall through the cracks

I knew you could be cruel
I knew you could be faint
I knew all of us would lie bleeding in your wake
But I'll find a record now
To make sense of it all somehow I knew you could be faint

Oh, you knew me In the winter
Taking our coats off at the door
Hoping you’d watch me, I brought you a present
I’ve never done that before
I’m surely not the first one and I’m surely not the last
To come crawling out the wreckage

Feeling sorry i ever asked
I’m battered on the outside
With bruises that won’t heal
I’d rather be your bright side
Than leave your heart to steal