Pity Party

I wish that I was out right now
I wish that I was a couple shots down
But I can't seem to get off my couch
It's scary out
Existing sounds
I could really use a night for me
But I can't afford the company
Head's been heavy for what seems like weeks
Please set me free anxiety

You're invited to my pity party
You see me smile but I won't be happy
Losing tears here for everybody
'Cause feeling sorry is my favorite hobby
I know we said that we would go far
But nobody's ever claimed these scars
You're invited to my pity party
You see me smile but I won't be happy

I know I've got expensive taste
It makes my problems feel ok
It's not my fault I'm born this way
A messy brain
I'm not okay
I keep on staring at my phone
It helps me feel less alone
And these uppers also help me cope
It's sad I know
That's how it goes

You're invited to my pity party
You see me smile but I won't be happy
Losing tears here for everybody
'Cause feeling sorry is my favorite hobby
You know I said that we would go far
Open up your body, swear we'll cling these stars
You're invited to my pity party
You see me smile but I won't be happy

I'm a sad man
I should probably fix myself
In a sad world
I'm just asking for a little help
Would ya help me out?
Will you help me out?

You're invited to my pity party
You see me smile but I won't be happy
Losing tears here for everybody
'Cause feeling sorry is my favorite hobby
I know I said that we would go far
Open up your body, swear we'll cling these stars
You're invited to my pity party
You see me smile but I won't be happy