Burning Both Ends (feat. Ben Hoagland)

Everyday I wake up with a fire burning in my chest
The heat inside my lungs reminds me I can never truly rest
Choking on the smoke I feel the tension build and take it's toll
Loosening my grip on everything I thought that I controlled
I'm at a crossroads
Who I have become hangs in the balance as I come undone
I'm burning at both ends
Nothing can save me now
Watch my sanity fade into the background
Its weathered too far down
Too far to ever come back now
I'm folding over just to try to make the pieces fit
The voice inside my head tells me that I should fucking quit
Is this the price I pay just to feel a little happiness
Exhaustion sinks it's teeth into my conscience
Everyday I wake up with a fire burning in my chest
The heat inside my lungs reminds me I can never truly rest
Passion fading, spirits breaking, right before my bloodshot eyes
Pressing forward fully knowing
That I'm running out of time
Pushing myself past the limit
My broken bones will never mend
Second chances unforgiven
Leaving nothing left unsaid
There is nothing that I won't do
Another dose just to get me through
Torn apart at the seams while trying to find some answers
There is nothing that I won't do
Burning both ends destroyed my youth
Left alone here to spiral down,
And there's no fucking way out
Drained
I lost my fire
Light dies along with desire
Tear my sanity in two
I was born to lose
And there's no fucking way out
I try
But I burn at both ends