The Man I'll Never Find

I'm gonna love you
Any day now
And I'll believe it
Believe it when I say it out loud

But right now, I'm
Digging through the hurt
Looking for the words
That I'll never find

Right now, I'm
Digging through the hurt
Looking for the words
Trying to make 'em mine

I'm looking for the man that I'll never find
I'll know it when I look him dead in the eye

Don't want it if it's easy
But I wish it was, believe me
I'm looking for the man that I'll never find

I'm gonna please you
Any day now
Be the one who needs you
Any day now

And every time that I wake up
You'll be the first thing to cross my mind
But right now, I
Wish that it was worth all the work and I wasn't tired
I can't just stop and try to fix it
If I know that it was never right

I'm looking for the man that I'll never find
I'll know it when I look him dead in the eye
Don't want it if it's easy
But I wish it was, believe me

I'm looking for the man that I'll never find
I thought that it would be you
I wanted it to be you

And I'm sorry, I was always looking
For the man that I'll never find
I thought I knew it when I looked you dead in the eye
Don't want it if it's easy
But I wish it was, believe me

I'm looking for the man that I'll never find
I'll know it when I look him dead in the eye
Don't want it if it's easy
But I wish it was, believe me

I'm looking for the man that I'll never find
I'm looking for the man that I'll never find
I'm wishing that man was you tonight