How It Feels

It hurts when 2 souls could just pull and peel apart
And only 1 can talk their feels with art
And the other one can only hide and conceal their heart
Cuz when it's broke its like a stab that's filled with darts
I would lie and go and say that my life's better
But it wouldn't help me help you move on from those nights whether we had long talks or the board walks when we were bored walked into star crossed loving
You were my whole heart
Composed like it's Mozart
So what made you think I could live without you
I'm only alive when I'm with you
I gotta stay to myself and say I miss you
I wanna lay and kiss you
But you kept your distance
It's been so long since we talked and listened
To each others bitching
Cuz it's all I'm missing
But if I see you again
Just
Tell me how it feels to be
Alive again
Tell me how it feels
I told you I'm weak without you my knees with waiver
I can't speak I just hope to see you later
I can't sleep I just hope to reach equators
And find peace for my heart to fill up acres
I got needs but your not beside me
But all your lying got me stuck like siamese
But all that I see is love that's blinding
And for you to try me I'd go in lightspeed
Just to hold you beside me
I close my psyche
If it means you like me
And I guess I would cheat
Myself from finding anyone that binds me
To what love is likely
But I don't deserve such nice things
I'm broken with ease I begged and I plead
For death to find me cuz if you ain't beside me
I don't want you to
Tell me how it feels to be
Alive again
Tell me how it feels
To be
Alive again
Tell me how it feels