​addiction

[Chorus]
I try to change
I try to move forward
But all I do is end up going back in the same place
I wanna go out and socialize
But these demons internalize
They put dark thoughts in my mind
When I'm fucked up, I'm not alive
Trying to figure things out
Wish God would give me a sign
When the stars align, I'll be here all night
You won't be there when I say goodbye
That's it, its my time
I don't wanna say goodbye
I don't wanna say goodbye

[Post-Chorus]
Today's not a waste
Sleep in on my darkest days
Find a place to feel safe
While i spark up this haze

[Bridge]
I still battle this addiction
Always say I'ma quit
But I keep on giving in
It's not who I wanna be
But my time is ticking
I still battle this addiction
Always say I'ma quit
But I keep giving in

[Verse]
I'm sick of thе bullshit, just let me go
I do this shit to myself i don't hit up my bros
All thеy get is dial tones
While I'm here pouring another cup
Even when they show up, I'm drunk as fuck
I think they had enough
They don't even hit me up anymore
I shut the door and I fell to the floor
I've drank enough, I need to drink more
Let me know if there's drugs
They're my one true love
If you want the old me, he's dead and gone
She asks me, "Are you gonna be around next year?"
If I keep mixing up this potion, the everclear
Just to kill the emotions
Roll up another blunt
That shit won't hit the rotation
'Cause I'm the only one that's gonna face it
I'm drunk, I slur my words, I know it hurts
I shut that door, I fell to the floor
I've drank enough
Let me know if there's drugs
They're my one true love
If you want the old me, he's dead and gone
Yeah, if you want the old me, he's dead and gone
If you want the old me, he's dead and gone

[Chorus]
I try to change
I try to move forward
But all I do is end up going back in the same place
I wanna go out and socialize
But these demons internalize
They put dark thoughts in my mind
When I'm fucked up, I'm not alive
Trying to figure things out
Wish God would give me a sign
When the stars align, I'll be here all night
You won't be there when I say goodbye
That's it, its my time
I don't wanna say goodbye
I don't wanna say goodbye

[Post-Chorus]
Today's not a waste
Sleep in on my darkest days
Find a place to feel safe
While I spark up this haze, yeah

[Outro]
I battle this addiction
Always say I'ma quit
But I keep on giving in
It's not who I wanna be
My time is ticking
I still battle this addiction
I always say I'ma quit
But I keep giving in
It's not who I wanna be
My time is ticking
I still battle this addiction
I always say I'ma quit
But I keep giving in
It's not who I wanna be
My time is ticking
I do this to myself
I'm wasting my time
I still battle this addiction
I always say I'ma quit
But I keep giving in