​cursed two

[Intro]
(Jolst)
(Noah made this)
I been going through a lot lately
So I'ma vent real quick, yeah
(Mars)

[Verse 1]
I feel like I'm wasting my time
Swear I don't feel alright
Every day i feel less alive
I wanna talk but I keep it all inside
So I'ma vent here, in this hell my demons reside
Here's the thoughts from my mind
I trusted her and she put my life on the line
I trusted him and he fucked me over
So now my life is online, swear

[Chorus]
That means I been digging deep in my brain
I write these lyrics, I mean it
Every word I writе down, I start again, scrap it
Damn, I been locked in my studio
My thoughts are unforgiving, I'm a demon
So givе me a reason
Is this why you're always leaving?
Stand out because I don't fit in
Everyone around me uses my words against me like a weapon
And my days grow thin
You're the worst
And this is a fucking curse

[Verse 2]
I play with life like it's a fucking game
Without the drugs my world feels gray
Without this shit every day feels the same
I been thinking I'm a addict
I mean that shit does run in my veins
My parents were fucking addicts
It does make sense why I love this shit
Why I found a place that's safe
What's the meaning to life? I can't find the code to crack it
My past put a fucking target on my back
I just wanna count a few racks
And be able to not have bills I haven't payed yet
Every place I go I'm always looking for a exit
Every little thing makes me anxious
But I gotta risk it
This is my ticket
If I just wish it

[Chorus]
That means I been digging deep in my brain
I write these lyrics, I mean it
Every word I write down, I start again, scrap it
Damn, I been locked in my studio
My thoughts are unforgiving, I'm a demon
So give me a reason
Is this why you're always leaving?
Stand out because I don't fit in