​solitude

[Intro]
I waited for you to show your face again
(Mars)

[Chorus]
I waited for you to show your face again
But back than all i did was mix my blunts with the gin
Now I'm trying to look within
Still a stoner, I got like five blunt and two joint roaches in the ash tray
I told her I'd love her until my last day
Now I'm on my knees getting ready to pray
To save what's left, there's nothing for me it's too late
I got all these problems
I don't got time to solve them
So I live in solitude
Wish I wasn't always falling to my doom

[Verse]
I'm not doing well at all
But I'll put up a front
I'll stay up and wait for you call
Just to give you my all
But I know it won't be the same
And you lost your love for me back in fall
But I still want you to answer my call
I don't deserve this at all
I just want to be cool
But what did it cost after all?
You're the one thing that saved me from myself
Now I'm locked in my own hell
I created this situation with my sorrow
I'll roll up another joint just so I can make it through work tomorrow
I'm losing myself, I'm a demon again, my body's no longer mortal
I lost myself when I took the potion and fell through the portal
But I'll explain it when I get home tomorrow
Got these pills that make me hollow
But I take them because it gets hard to swallow

[Chorus]
I waited for you to show your face again
But back then, all I did was mix my blunts with the gin
And I'm trying to look within
Still a stoner, I got like five blunts and two joint roaches in the ash tray
I told her I'd love her until my last day
Now I'm on my knees getting ready to pray
To save what's left, there's nothing left, it's too late
I got all these problems
I don't got time to solve them
So I live in solitude