Spineless

I'm chasing a ghost
I'm chasing a shadow
If my heart is a glass note
Your love is an anvil
I tried to let go
I tried to be rational
But at the end of it all
Guess I'm chasing the battle

When you know you will lose
And you run out of ammo
And the one that you fought for
Is too much to handle
It's like taking the wheel
Blindfolded and handcuffed
Guess it's hard to make peace
Knowing I never mattered

When will I
Listen to the silence
Take my time
Before bleeding diamonds
Spend it all
On your endless vices
Cuz you're so damn spineless

You love a good mirror
You will stand there for hours
Complain about flaws that
Don't exist and don't matter
It's always about you
Your moods and your shallow
Need to be valued
I'm tired of losing of myself

When I look at the scales
And they're so out of balance
I'm a phone call away
You're on another planet
Unless it benefits you
Or showcases your talents
You'd rather stay home alone
Brooding over your romance

When will I
Listen to the silence
Take my time
Before bleeding diamonds
Spend it all
On your endless vices
Cuz you're so damn spineless

And you love the violence
Cuz you're so damn spineless
Cuz you're so damn spineless