Better

Racing thoughts in my head
Losing it losing it
Got a drink in my hand
Abusing abusing it
Feel I'm chained to the bed
Don't wanna look at me right now
Look at me right now
Thought that it would be so fun
Thought that I could chase the sun
Thought I wouldn't need no one
Damn I got it wrong
Thinking that I'd be someone
Help me out I need someone
Need someone yeah
Get me out of this place
Feel alone and afraid
Staring death in the face
I been lyin' I don't wanna feel alone
I been cryin' tryna find my way back home
I been fighting for the longest time to know
It can be better
Know I can do better
I been lyin' I don't wanna feel alone (feel alone)
I been cryin' tryna find my way back home
I been fighting for the longest time to know
It can be better
Know I can do better
Feel the darkness inside
Consuming consuming me
Try to run from my own mind
Losing I'm losing me
In this pain I can hide
Don't wanna look at me right now
Look at me right now yeah
Thought that it would be so fun
Thought that I could chase the sun
Thought I wouldn't need no one
Damn I got it wrong
Thinking that I'd be someone
Help me out I need someone
Need someone yeah
Get me out of this place
Feel alone and afraid
Staring death in the face
I been lyin' I don't wanna feel alone (feel alone)
I been cryin' tryna find my way back home (way back home)
I been fighting for the longest time to know
It can be better (better better)
Know I can do better
I been lyin' I don't wanna feel alone (feel alone)
I been cryin' tryna find my way back home (way back home)
I been fighting for the longest time to know
It can be better (better better)
Know I can do better
Hide away so afraid
And in my head there's no escape
From this pain that I feel yeah
Take a sip make believe
Run away it's all the same
Pray someone takes me away
Feel alone and afraid
Staring death in the face
Hide away so afraid
And in my head there's no escape
From this pain that I feel yeah
Take a sip make believe
I been lyin' I don't wanna feel alone (feel alone)
I been cryin' tryna find my way back home (way back home)
I been fighting for the longest time to know
It can be better (better better)
Know I can do better
I been lyin' I don't wanna feel alone (feel alone)
I been cryin' tryna find my way back home (way back home)
I been fighting for the longest time to know
It can be better (better better)
Know I can do better