Blue

I can't tell you why I gave you my eyes
Keep 'round the stack while I'll stay inside
'Cause it's hot here
And nothin' in the year
And I moved away
Five steps away

I can't tell you why I took up so much of my time
With all these gifts and things
Trying to be so kind to a guy who won't even notice

The red tinted building
Will make me feel better
Oh my cat's named Kimchi
And [?]'s named Heather

Oh I'll see my sister
I'll write her a letter
No I don't need dead weight(?)
I wanna be a go getter

Not ready to die, not ready to die
Not ready to die, not ready to die
Not ready to die, not ready to die
Not ready to die, not ready to die

The isolation's nearly killed me
But I can't be dead just yet *ugh*
But I lost everything in the middle of June
It broke me, breaking me too soon
And his eyes were blue and was blue
And he left me too

But eventually in the middle July
Oh very so briefly before they were to fly all the way back to California
So I'll find this guy to see him cry
To see him cry
To see him cry
To see him cry
Oh please don't make me cry
Oh my life needs that [???]
[?] narcissistic i can't un-miss it
[????]

I don't know why I can't say goodbye
I don't know why I can't say goodbye
I don't know why I can't say goodbye
I don't know why I can't say goodbye

Not ready to die, not ready to die
Not ready to die, not ready to...