Cyanopsia

Here I am begging for change
Here I am calling your name
I can see, in the lights
Oh when, when ya hide
I can't deny that I
I'm tired of the weight, I lie for you
I'm tired of picking up the slack
I bent my back
I'm tried, I'm torn
Ima wreck
I'm worn out

Bending over backwards just to
Call your name
Seeing spots while the white lights
Carry me away
Crystal clear
All three eyes open think I've found my way
Catalytic soul of mine please guide her safe

How can we go so far without turning back
How can I move forward if I'm not allowed to use what I already have

But I'm holding on

Mixed up in the middle ground
I do what I can
Seeing blue I need a gold touch
I need a better man
Cut to black
Oh cut me open, I said that I do what I can
Cyanotic sight of mine please come my way

How can we go so far without turning back
How can I move forward if I'm not allowed to use what I already have

But I'm holding on

Fade the red, cut the yellow
I thought we were so close
Missed the point, missed the view
Missed the rear view too

But I could never see you
I could never see you
I could never see you
I can never see you

I'm not afraid of you
And All our friends know
I admit that I'm seeing blue
HEY everybody knows
I'm not afraid of you
And all our friends know
Ahahaha iii I'm seeing blue
How do I let go

How do I let go
How do I let go of the things that taught me the most
I'm the same as I was but I don't feel as close