Intruder

I'm wading through the River of the shadow of doubt
You've got a clickbait brain that wants to blow itself out
I'm lying to myself about where I should be now
Because you could never tell what this is really about
Self effaced, disgrace, a waste
Of potential lives
What's the point in being born
When you're just living to die?
I wish you never came along
And messed up my life
Because no one's gonna to lift you
If ya fall through the ice
You're just a bad reflection of your surroundings
At least that's what you tell yourself, a jailbird sings
A gunny-sackin loser with no brains and a heart
I've gotta tie your ends together or you'll tear me apart
A wash, a loss, a negative
A rhyme that's too long
I never stop pointing out
What I think is wrong
Why can't I just be quiet
And turn in for the night
And maybe still feel something
When things are alright
Wash my hands of everything
Do right or do wrong
Because I can stop listening
To my favorite song
Right now head is telling me
You messed it all up
Feel like I shouldn't care
Or I'm not caring enough