Paris

How much of the last two years were real?
How long does a knife wound take to heal?
Is weakness that I feel

Is it a waste of time to fix this?
How I do I stay optimistic?
Watching you without me
While you wear my blood as your new lip stick

I’m here thinking I’m so embarrassed
When you're off with my double for a weekend in Paris
But are you really to blame?

I guess you make the men who love you cry
So you can see your only reflection in their eyes
I played the fool but not this time
You make men cry

I don’t believe this is what you want
Say you’ll crawl back when you’re done
I hate that ill be here with open arms

You know my skin down to my bones
You know my heart like it’s your own
How could you try and tell me I’m better off alone?

I’m here thinking why I’m so stupid
Wondering what if or who you been doing
Say I’m the crazy one, I’ve only been crazy once

I guess you make the men who love you cry
So you can see your only reflection in their eyes
I played the fool but not this time
You make men cry

I was praying for us
But your down on your knees
Begging for love but it’s not what I need
Everything you say means something else lately

I guess you make the men who love you cry
So you can see your only reflection in their eyes
I played the fool but not this time
You make men cry