Serenade of Lies

Serenade of lies
The door has been locked this whole time for a reason
But I still let different women
come in and out for a visit like a different season
Just for a visit tho
I do not like when the whole thing start to get uneven
I feel like every time I did something then you'll do something just to get even
Jealousy that I do not show the attention you give to another man
I really want you to know that I can do it 20 times better than he can
And that's for sure
But it's too late now i guess
Cause all we can talk about is finding a closure
Finding a closure,
I told you one too many times nothing is for sure
But I'll always be here and tell you you're beautiful when you feel insecure
The darkness corrupted your heart babe that was once really pure
Like I was once really, truly, yours
Often times I believe that I was sent to this earth to be the cure
Are you sure?
But lemme say it one more time you know, nothing is for sure
You really wanna know, okay here we go
So I finally let down the guard open up the lock I said let's go
But becareful cause I just fix a lot of things ,lot of it are still fragile
But soon enough you knocked down the vase that I've been trying to fix for a while
I thought to myself maybe that was an accident so I keep on giving you chances and chances and chances
So I kneel down and start picking back up the pieces
Pieces,
Scattered all over the floor in all different places
Places that's dark like it was at night
Like I am walking in the tunnel and you were my only light
In the end of it
Like I'm sticking my arms out trying to find where's the rest of It
Can anybody help me find the rest of it?
And I'm lost, I cannot see
Can you just please turn it back on for me?
Cause I'm scared, I'm afraid that I wasn't gonna make it
I'm afraid that this could be it
I'm afraid that this might be it
Oh well f*** it
I'll find my way
I still have a lot to say please just save me another day
Cause I know your going through a lot too and maybe this is just your way
Of showing me that your not okay
Showing me the pain
Like no one was there for you on your birthday
Like I said, it's okay I'll find my way
To you
So you don't have to go through it alone and it's only you
Cause there's always be me