Happy Yet

Yeah I don't know how to be happy yet
I should feel good but I'm feeling sad
I hate myself and it makes me mad
Ohh-ohh-ohh-ohh
Wake up to flowers on my bed
He keeps all his promises just like he said
Work is great and I love my friends
And I got a good relationship with my Mom and Dad
Everything I've wanted's next to me
But everything I love will always leave
Yeah I don't know how to be happy yet
I should feel good but I'm feeling sad
I hate myself and it makes me mad
Ohh-ohh-ohh-ohh
I don't know how to be happy yet
Know I got love but I'm in my head
Cynical as fuck but I'm trying my best
Ohh-ohh-ohh-ohh
Bought a car just to get away
But I'm still sitting here alone in my driveway
Had some plans but I'm down again
So I cancelled them cause I can't get shit outta my brain
Everything I've wanted's next to me
But everything I love I always leave
Yeah I don't know how to be happy yet
I should feel good but I'm feeling sad
I hate myself and it makes me mad
Ohh-ohh-ohh-ohh
I don't know how to be happy yet
Know I got love but I'm in my head
Cynical as fuck but I'm trying my best
Ohh-ohh-ohh-ohh
I don't know how to be
I don't know
I don't know how to be happy yet
I don't know how to be
I don't know
I don't know how to be happy yet
I don't know how to be happy yet
I should feel good but I'm feeling sad
I hate myself and it makes me mad
Ohh-ohh-ohh-ohh
I don't know how to be
I don't know
I don't know how to be happy yet
I don't know how to be
I don't know
I don't know how to be happy yet