Lost My Feelings

I remember it like yesterday
I remember it like it was only a dream
That took too long to get away
That took too much from everything I wanted to be
I used to wish I would've stayed
I used to wish I didn't have the courage to leave
But now I think I didn't say things I could've said, guess that's my only mistake

But now I can't feel right
About loving someone else at all
It's empty in my chest
I miss the way I used to fall

I've lost my feelings
Been looking for them
I've checked from ceiling to floor
And I can't help it,
I'm acting so dumb
You took them with you, of course

I just wanna live a happy life
I just wanna live without this heavy feeling of shame
That always keeps me up at night
That always makes me feel like I'm the right one to blame
Why am I so fucking paralyzed?
Why am I so frozen every time I think of your name
It's like I'm scared to feel alright
Cause it's been a couple years now since I've felt okay

But now I can't feel right
About loving someone else at all
It's empty in my chest
I miss the way I used to fall

I've lost my feelings
Been looking for them
I've checked from ceiling to floor
And I can't help it,
I'm acting so dumb
You took them with you, of course

I lost my feelings it's not like I've been dealing
With love but I want some healing
Cause I feel like I'm stealing yours
I've checked the places we went But all that's left is a dent
In the side of where we had spent
Our time, now it's a closed door, oh
Shut it behind me, of course, oh

I've lost my feelings
Been looking for them
I've checked from ceiling to floor
And I can't help it,
I'm acting so dumb
You took them with you, of course