Soliloquy

What happens when my words give out
And I've got nothing left to say
Would I just crawl inside myself
But who am I to just walk away

If I don't sing, would I be worth anything to myself anymore
Am I one thing worth valuing
Can't tell what life is worth fighting for

And I know that it's hard for me to see
All the good that could possibly be
I don't want to be blind to it anymore
But it's feeling worse to believe

I'm scared to let myself forget
What happens when I let in a friend
I've built these walls, towering tall
Shouldn't destroy all this time I've spent

And I know that it's hard for me to see
All the good that could possibly be
I don't want to be blind to it anymore
But it's feeling worse to

Believe that I will see the other side
Of living with this fucking mind
I'm tired but I'm not out of time
I want to believe that I will see the other side
I'll go with my arms opened wide
I'm tired but I've got so much time

And I know that it's hard for me to see
All the good that could possibly be
I don't want to be blind to it anymore
But it's feeling worse to believe