Menstruation

I'm sick of writing shitty songs
I'm sick of getting fucking cramps
I'm sick of working all day long and washing other people's plates
I'm tired of it all
I get so tired of it all

I wanna act like everything will be okay
Like I'm the sky and everything will float away
But I'm so tired of it all
I get so tired of it all

I usually can keep so calm
But today I can't sing that song
I wanna punch the fucking wall
And stomp and scream and fuck it all to hell today
Fuck it all to hell today

Kill me now, jesus come for me
Strip my skull and let me bleed
Pierce your arrows through me 'til I'm nothing
My insides are being torn apart
But actually, my uterus is fucking shedding
So, don't try to tell me to be happy
Cause I feel my strongest and most like me when I bleed

I feel like I need to get strong
And fuck my boyfriend all night long
And shave my head and run away
And hope that no one comes for me
I'm tired of it all
I get so tired of it all

I wanna act like everything will be okay
Like I'm the sky and everything will float away
But I can't fucking act like that today
I'm tired of it all