can't help it all alone

I think i'm breaking
Please pull me out
Out of this dark hole
Out of my own thoughts
Please break my protection walls down
To get me out
I compare myself to everyone of you
And break down

I cry my eyes out
Thinking everything is wrong
I wish that I would have someone
Who understands
How I feel and what to do
How to escape this empty bubble
I can't help it all alone
But I don't want to cry for help

I'm breaking
Every day it's getting worse
I'm always alone
Looking into all your happy faces
Oh, when will it get too much pressure
I feel like I'm breaking inside
But I hide all my emotions
So no one sees my insecurities
It breaks me even more

I cry my eyes out
Thinking everything is wrong
I wish that I would have someone
Who understands
How I feel and what to do
How to escape this empty bubble
I can't help it all alone
But I don't want to cry for help

I wanna be real
But I don't even know who I really am
I wanna live again
I wanna laugh again
Wanna feel like I'm healing inside
But it's getting worse with time
Nobody sees
How I break beside them

I'm gonna see a therapist
From now on
I think it'll get better
From time to time
I'm relived I finally talked to someone