I Forget

Outside, I might feel a little better
But I will not leave my house
Inside, nobody can see me
And I'd really like to keep it that way
But today
I'm gonna get myself all dressed up
To sit inside my car and keep the doors shut
I'm coming to where you are
So we can sit inside my car
Put on a song for me
It feels like

I forgot if I wanted to die today
I forget
All those things when I see your face
You and I both know I am emotional
If I cry
Just know it's cause my heart feels full

You're right, my mind changes like the weather
So I should just shut my mouth
The fact that I cannot remember
Doesn't imply I don't mean what I say
But okay
The only thing I wanna do now
Is promise you that I'll always be around
But my mind will wander off
It seems willpower's not enough
God damn my memory

I forgot if I wanted to die today
I forget
All those things when I see your face
You and I both know I am emotional
If I cry
Just know it's cause my heart feels full

I forgot if I wanted to die today
I forget
All those things when I see your face
You and I both know I am emotional
If I cry
Just know it's cause my heart feels full