If You Saw Me Now

[Verse 1 - Matilda]
I don’t remember getting undressed 
And my bed spinning 
Left over food from days before
That lamp I broke shattered on the floor 
I can’t seem to process 
I don’t remember getting undressed 

I don’t remember how I got home 
And my head is spinning 
Left over bottles from a week before 
I didn’t drink them but I thought I would 
I can’t seem to process 
I don’t remember how got I here

[Chorus - Matilda]
If you saw me now
Spiraling out of control
Losing my senses ‘causе I don’t understand 
How you lovingly used to hold my hand 
If you saw me now
I wondеr what you’d think
About this up version of me
If you saw me now
If you saw me now 

[Verse 2 - Tyler Hilton]
I don’t remember what you sound like
And my heart is aching 
Looking through pictures from when we were young
Everything’s fading but you’re still the sun
And it doesn’t feel right 
I don’t remember what you sound like 

[Chorus - Matilda & Tyler Hilton]
If you saw me now
Spiraling out of control
Losing my senses ‘cause I don’t understand 
How you lovingly used to hold my hand 
If you saw me now
I wonder what you’d think
About this up version of me
If you saw me now
If you saw me now