Shower Thoughts

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The lows get lower, the higher the highs
I'm still here I'm really surprised
Suicide attempts there've been multiple tries
Acting like there's nothing wrong, always stay in disguise
Waking up in the morning wiping tears from my eyes
Starting days pissed off 'cause I'm wishing I'd died
People asking how I'm doing and I'm telling them lies
Knowing that they won't be there when the problems arise
Fuck it roll another one, burn it down
Really hard to stay afloat when you'd rather drown
Really hard to find success with failures all around
Happiness is always sought out but it's rarely found, damn
So exhausted, I'm so tired, uninspired
Really trying to keep my head up
Knowing that things won't change even when I get my bread up
It's almost like this life shit's a set-up, fuck