FUCK THE ODDS.
I'm sitting in the airport
Thinking what the fuck I'm here for ain't trying to go back to that shit
Not thinking clear boy regret dominating my thoughts
Ain't got no way out yea the only way is thru and I'm lost
Why couldn't I have just worked a little harder
Or been a little smarter with decisions I've made could've avoided all these problems
That I'm currently facing ain't escaping these repercussions
Got no choice but rap my hands for this scrap I feel is coming
Yea my life has dwindled down only seeing two options left
I can't fuck it up or I'm finished I'm lucky I'm only stressed
Should be down and out but I'm stubborn
I'm drowning out all these voices that's chirping inside my head where its so many secrets kept I swear
This life so damn crazy the darkest nights I been thru is the nights that fucking made me
I needed that to give me some grit, cause it darker
Feel I handled it as best as I could, but it did scar me and visibly
It fucked with me mentally swear I ain't been the same I couldn't help but change it was meant to be
I found a new chemistry been chemically unbalanced for fucking years
Had me smoking all this dope just to keep from drowning in tears that's real
Real is rare this day in age where records play saying nun cause they bounded by that fucking checkered stage or
Gone a little gay they wanna blow I'm talking up pause
Gave they whole soul to gain the world that's what it cost odd
So I don't want it
I'm lurking underground scheming plotting
They poke they head around I see the target I pull
And follow through just like they taught it
These niggas say they hungry check my eyes you'll see I'm starving
My sound is the alarm so duck for cover final warning
Bout to spray the whole clip and all it funded by the army I can feel the target on me
I guess its just a chosen one problem I think I got some shit they want its all this gold in my garments
I be back in Katy Texas on the low
Sometimes don't even tell nobody need some space you know
This year has been exhausting filled with many ups and downs
One thing this life has taught me ain't no time to fuck around
Or fit into the crowd got a crown on my head heavy waited I'm clutching now
Heaven sent to the darkest times in here I'm touching down
What's my purpose in this matrix took pill and I looked around
And I found my route to greatness I'm climbing that mountain now I'm down
The great dream chaser
Want to check you all but too late be thankful
I'm bitter cause they doubting me its bringing all this out of me
I'm bound to prove em wrong and watch em lie and say they proud of me its
It's personal so you know how I'm feeling
Said that I would flow so you know I'm the realist
Sprouting through the snow fuck the odds swear I'm here man
Sprouting through the snow fuck the odds swear I'm here man