What If

You call time out
It's coming to closure
I spin you 'round
Till you fall over
And over
And over
And it's over

I'm too scared to
Be brave for you
Courage is not
To be thought through

And if I knew what to do
I wouldn't keep on asking you
And I still try to justify
A heart that's filled with
Karmic fear and doom
And everything's
Too far away too soon
What if

I call time out
Close your eyes
Count to ten
I'll spin you 'round
Till you fall down again
And again
And again
And never again

I dropped a hint
Right on your doorstep
I let light in
Just as the darkness set

And you know I
Want to try
Everything to make you mine
But when you are
I'll push you far away
And pray one day this might stop
And the momentum
Of my hear will drop
What if
What if

What if I love you
What if I love you
What if I love you
I love you
I love you