So Many Lies

Yeah, Yeah

So many times, you stood there and lied
So many ay, so many ay
So many times, you looked in my eyes
So many ay, so many
When you said that you loved me you left me behind
Said you would ride but you left me to dry
Said you wouldn't leave but you left me to die
Said you was mine but you wasn't on my side
You lied hoe
So many ay, so many ay
So many times, you sold me a lie
So many times, you stood there and lied
So many ay, so many ay
And all of those times, I looked in your eyes
So many ay, so many
When you said that you loved me you left me behind
Said you would ride but you left me to dry
Said you wouldn't leave but you left me to die
Said you was mine but you wasn't on my side
You lied hoe
So many ay, so many ay
So many times, you sold me a lie

Don't chat to me cunt
You done fucked the family up
I can't stand what you done
You're just as sad as your mum
Daddy was absent you never learnt the value of one
What's sad is little madam never had that masculine touch
Now you're lying when you're tryna find a man you can trust
Probably gonna fall for the first man that you love
Or you think that you love
And you link and you fuck
And you fuck and you link
And you're mixing the drink with the drugs
Not giving one single fuck
'Till you're in a one bed flat and you're a single mum (huh?)
That's what you done
When you entered my life
You was empty inside
But in the start neither you or I was tryna show our stressful side
Put that behind us
Then we just pretend we're nice
We're tryna picture person that's picture perfect
In time issues surface
Then we just realise that it isn't working
Just constant hate, dont co-operate
Just sharing toxic traits
And I can't concentrate
With the suicidal thoughts that I contemplate
And I can manage it sometimes, but not today (ay)
Ay yo what's the games about?
The power struggle that you seem to go insane without
It only leads to more pain already breaking down
'Cus words left unsaid can fill a brain with doubt
I feel basic now, you made it out
You was down when you came around
Now it's too late to turn around or change the route
Knew what you'd become I can't blame ya pal, but wow
I just fucking hate ya now
Act like I ain't never seen you squeeze a baby out
Giving up on them years ain't a option
I swear I'm the only one prepared to face my problems
Yeah
Why give a little girl a family and then take it from 'em? (yea)
How you breaking every promise that you making
And you claiming that you ain't a wrong 'un (huh?)

You stood there and lied
So many ay, so many ay
So many times, you looked in my eyes
So many ay, so many ay