Crying on the Floor

I'm lying awake, it's almost 4.45 Don't wanna make a big mistake
But I can't shake you from my mind No, it'll never work out
Sometimes I just wanna dream
But the truth cuts like a knife
And I'm left there to scream

'Cause I wanted you, but that's okay
'Cause we'd never make it anyway And my heart's been torn, decisions made
And you'll never ever have to feel my pain
'Cause I'm closing the door
Don't wanna fall apart
But you're the one I'm falling for
'Cause I can't fight anymore
I've never felt so deep
Now I'm crying on the floor

That night in the dark
A final moment of hope
But when it all fell away I've never felt so alone
And maybe you wouldn't think I'm crazy
But maybe it's better this way

'Cause I wanted you, but that's okay 'Cause we'd never make it anyway
And my heart's been torn, decisions made
And you'll never ever have to feel my pain

'Cause I'm closing the door
Don't wanna fall apart
But you're the one I'm falling for 'Cause I can't fight anymore
I've never felt so deep
Now I'm crying on the floor

Why'd you have to break me this way
Why'd you have to break me this way
If my heart could break to save you from the truth
Then break me for eternity so you never know I loved you
And I love you