had2do

Up 'til now, I thought I figured it out
Now I recognize how far from myself
Any semblance of completion had felt
Yeah
I couldn't see it at the time
But
You were driving me insane
Always got me feeling drained
Had to get out, let out anything I could say

Didn't know what I was getting into, but I regret
Every single second listening to shit that you said
Wish I had known 'bout this side of you
Yeah
Heard me out, but now I'm hearing it from all of my friends
Now I know I shouldn't trust you with the shit in my head
Wish I had known 'bout this side of you
So it'd be easy to do what I had to do

If I knew how many times you'd make me look back
I'd have ran away and never ever looked back
Guess you live and you learn
'Cause I gave you my all
But we crashed and we burned, okay
Used to stay up
For conversations wit' you all night
Then I had to let you go, and now I'm not alright
I had to end our story
Babygirl, you still don't know me

Didn't know what I was getting into, but I regret
Every single second listening to shit that you said
Wish I had known 'bout this side of you
Yeah
Heard me out, but now I'm hearing it from all of my friends
Now I know I shouldn't trust you with the shit in my head
Wish I had known 'bout this side of you
So it'd be easy to do what I had to do

Yeah
Now I'm wishing you could tell me that I'm wrong
Knowing you could never change your heart
You could tell me that it's fine
That I didn't waste my time
But I know that it's a lie, too far
Yeah
Now I'm wishing you could tell me how I'm wrong
Knowing you could never change your heart
You could tell me that it's fine
That I didn't waste my time
But I know that it's a lie, too far

Didn't know what I was getting into, but I regret
Every single second listening to shit that you said
Wish I had known 'bout this side of you
Yeah
Heard me out, but now I'm hearing it from all of my friends
Now I know I shouldn't trust you with the shit in my head
Wish I had known 'bout this side of you
So it'd be easy to do what I had to do