Friendzone

[Verse 1]
I'm so uncreative
I don't know what to do
With all of this time
I'm bored, I could be doing something productive
But here I am failing to rap and wasting my eyes
Because I am not stimulated enough
Maybe I can hang out with my friends
Oh wait I don't have friends
I'm so lonely in my room
I got nothing else to complain about
But myself, fighting myself, 1999
I wasn't alive yet during Y2K which could justify and explain
Why I'm so young and fail to do everything
That's why I sound like a child
Because I became one, unrestricted internet access
To much knowledge about the outside world
I'm desensitized, and I hate it
When someone ask me or shows me something gross I try to act normal by pretending to be disgusted
When in reality it's not that bad to me
Everyone's so traumatized by death when I am traumatized by a dog
Cynophobia is the name
Specifically a German shepherd
In the state of California owned by my aunt
I still have a scar from the bite marks
All I wanted to do was play around and fool
None of my cousins over there in California like me or know I exist

[Hook]
I'm just a lonely outcast in this world
Just a lonely outcast in this world
Sad little piece of waste
Just a lonely outcast in this world
Just a lonely outcast in this world
That's who I am and will always be

[Verse 2]
Welcome to my trauma dump
I'm here venting to you
Whether you like it or not
I'm forcing you to listen
Starting from the age of 8 I was cyberbullied everyday by my friends
Moved on, crawled back I'm too attached
Oh well I enjoyed the mental abuse
Never felt safe in my own skin
That's just a problem, not for me
I can't believe this has happened and I'm not even 12 yet
What a sad little world
I can't write bars
I can't control my feelings
I can't control my tears (STOP CRYING!)
N-n-no you don't understand
I am a crybaby

[Hook]
I'm just a lonely outcast in this world
Just a lonely outcast in this world
Sad little piece of waste
Just a lonely outcast in this world
Just a lonely outcast in this world
That's who I am and will always be, yeah. uh huh

[Verse 3]
Step up, move back away
Crawling in my skin, these wounds will not heal
I must confess I like Vanila Ice-Ice Cream
I don't like rap I swear!
I'm totally not rapping
Are you ready is what Jonathan said
But he's also wicked by the Cube
10 by 20, 2020. The virus spreading like me
Been sent to the quarantine, yo