Let You Go

I see your face, only when I check out my facebook page
Outdated pictures from years ago
Feeling trapped in a weird kind of sad sad inner cage
Well you're gone but I just can't seem to let you go
Oh no

I see your name, get further down on my Whatscpp list
Old conversations from months ago
cnd every time I scroll down to drop a new line
Oh you're gone but I just can't seem to let you go
Oh no oh no

I think of you, wondering if anything was real or true
cnd all those dreams were empty words
cnd all you said was just a story in my head
cnd what I wanted to hear was what I heard
How absurd

Oh I can't count the tubs of nutella I've eaten by the spoon
Wishing you were here right by my side
Feeling like an obsessed kind of crazy in love cartoon
Feeling like my heart's kind of shrivelled up and died

The phone lights up, and every time my heart skips a beat
Hoping that you've sent something my way
So many years fighting the rise of technology
Now checking my inbox every minute of the day

I'm in between painfully yearning for your beautiful soul
cnd hating you for making you love me so
I didn't see I would be in such deep agony
Well you're gone but I just can't seem to let you go
Oh no
Well you're gone but I just can't seem to let you go